In fact, everything I do is about the past.

My Dad

He's gone insane.  Ever since the thought entered my mind by accident, didn't think this, "kill" about my grandma and aunt, he's been nuts.

Ellen De-What?

I spelled Ellen Degneres wrong!!!!  Some nigger on my computer?  Did you know the Olympics will be in "the Rio di Ginero?"  Why?

}:{  Leave me alone!  Also, I had a friend who was part Swedish with parents who are older who liked frogs.  On my Tumblr, I have a clip from the Olympics of Kate Bush singing and another of a Swedish singer from before with a frog.

I HATE GETTING YOUR STUPID MESSAGES AND HAVING YOU AVOID MY THINKING.

Quit inflicting your shit on me.

*Beep*

If this fascination with my *beep* grandma doesn't stop, I'm gonna *beep* someone.

Ellen DeGeneres

I don't really think this nor mean to make a public broadcast, but when I discovered she had the hots for my dad, don't want to push it for her to do something else like not have the hots for my dad, I realized ... first, I'll say my grandma seems to think my dad is an accident, had miscarriages before and after, and seems to disdain the traits he gets from his father.  My dad seems to have said theoretically that my grandma was an accident.  She's been going crazy pretending I'm an accident because all the kids in my family are accidents, my brother more of a mess up.  I thought about my grandma's mom who was attractive at some points as an adult, with a thick nose, supposedly Dutch but with an Orcadian (high Scotch island) last name.  Her mom wasn't pretty, and her dad was fat and disgruntled, last name Work, the lady Mortimer, not sure what ethnicity but probably not French.  I could look it up.  Anyway, you get the picture.

I don't know, she just really offends me.  I don't know what happened but think it's the stupid Nell Burton thing and my family.

Maybe, she's just a baby, but my dad isn't good to me like he is to his sisters anymore.

I've come to the conclusion all Baby Boomers and adults are babies.

She's a bit clunky.  She doesn't really like to think.  She seems to be smart, though, so you could have a lot of fun with her.  :|

Johnny Depp

He seems to be violent and threaten young people who want attention.

Race

Race

My family was hired to help after a war in Ireland, according to the internet.

@TheEllenShow

"If you like my Grandma better than my mom then you're a (not you) n* * * * *."

Just a theory, didn't mean it, really.  My mom is right.  My grandma is a fighter without a point, but she's really rough and put together funnily.  I think that's because she's old, though.  :|

Well, I thought she had some good points.  Too bad for her fuss over the "n" word things and other hidden drawbacks from my life.

My Grandma

Also, she came over when I was 2 for my birthday... and I didn't like how I looked by that point...  A short life lived.  Then she was "around" for awhile after, like in Pre-K "helping" "my mother" and teaching my brother to walk and like doing weird things I think.  There's this one picture, see, where his eyes are big and he looks limp, his hair a little lighter, and he looks over, and my grandma like crosses her eyes over and smiles.

@TheEllenShow

So, you have people hurt me because you're offended by the implications of my point I've gotten across for some odd reason?

So, I said, is YOUR mom there to pick you up for a reason I don't remember, but I'm constantly tortured by my dad about my grandma and other people about my dad.

@TheEllenShow - Ducks

Wow, that girl looks kinda healthy.  I wonder what she's been eating, lately...  Oh well, soon, I will go to the grocery store.  Frankenweenie is over, and I have money and have been getting things here and there.

Those ducks... Hm? No comment.

Those people are kinda stupid, really.  Point.

Worthless

OH NO I FELT ONE MY PRIVATES LOOPING WHEN MY DAD DID THAT BUMP!  HE THINKS HE'S SO SMART.

My Background

My background has a frog on a lily pad etc.

SOMEONE RIPPP MY DAD AND AUNT APART!!

I feel my aunt wants to reject the existence of my future daughter.  Just **** her.

I felt my dad wants to reject the existence of my future son, said "...meat that to not meet this" or wait "get that (my eye crossing) to not meet this.)  He's nothing and stupid and prejudiced and thinks he's actually something.  I was walking this morning and listening to cars and thought of kids being like hamburgers.  It was so funny.

Hey, what if my dad's eyes were semi-permanently crossed?  And my aunts's and grandma's?  Good-for-nothings.

@TheEllenShow

Getting back at me?  Getting my sick family involved in me????  My stupid family has no point and are very rude. Overly expressive.

Oh, and I think you don't respect my mom, think she's a nigger.  Well, don't talk to my Native American dad.  Are you gonna twist that into some literal thing, though?

I SAID GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU WORTHLESS ANIMALS.

I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE YOU STUPID GOOD FOR NOTHING, NIGGERS.

LEAVE ME ALONE

STUPID GRANDMA.  GO BACK TO YOUR HOLE, YOU STUPID-GOOD-FOR-NOTHING INTRUDERS!  STOP IDEALIZING YORSELFS.

@TheEllenShow

MY STUPID WORTHLESS DAD THINK HE CAN SEXUALLY "CONTROL" ME, AND MAKE ONE EYE LOOK BIGGER THAN ANOTHER.  I SAW THAT STUPID WORTHLESS BOY ON YOUR SHOW AND SOMEONE ELSE LIKE THAT.  QUIT PLAYING AROUND WITH ME LIKE I'M PERVERTED TO GET ANY ATTENTION!  YOU'RE SO STUPID AND WORTHLESS, PEOPLE!  MY RELATIVES DESERVE TO BE TORTURED FOREVER!

@TheEllenShow

I think you affected my family life and think I'm trash.  People never let me have the chance I've earned.  I don't want to have anything to do with my dad sexually.  I don't want anything to do with my illegitimate cousins and stupid Nell Burton.  I don't want anything to do with my brainless, worthless dad.  I go to sleep and the music affects me, apparently.  It seems there is a lot of pressure in my eyes, and I felt my family mocking me for my incident.  Never happened before.  Let's see if we can't "do it" to the people who caused it...

I haven't felt like going to the grocery store recently, and, anyway, my brother is over.  I did feel kinda fat like when I saw the fat people on your show.  I got tired after working out a lot and took a break.  I decided not to go on a heavy diet.  That doesn't mean I should be brutalized.  And treated like trash.  I'm not going to style myself after trash!  I'm not a pervert, and I'm not a stupid good-for-nothing lunk and "liar."

I'm not going to be like my brainless, perverted dad an stupid mom and worthless brother and relatives that deserve to be tortured forever.