Sunday, October 7, 2012

Ellen DeGeneres

So, are you mean to me because of weakness and pressure you feel from others or because ... wait, why are you like that?

Ellen DeGeneres

I realize she's uptight like her brother and a bit perverted with no real will.  I just had to say that.  So, I'm feeling the after-effects of watching her in the 80s just for not being comfortable and not having an answer to what I was thinking of her because my mind was already made up and I guess she doesn't figure anything out for good.  I'm sure Florida is Spanish, even Disney, which is good in some ways but in this way too bad.

I guess people in the South can be cliquey.  They're just defending how their culture can be worthless.  They're dirty and rebellious because they don't get as much snow and cold as the rest of the U.S., forgetting their assets, which I know of from living there.  It's not 0 but could be worthless.  Also, they're sissies to the cold and pressure.  I don't think it's very cold where my family lives, though.  It's definitely cold but a bit unpleasant.  I've been there, near the top of the country, in Christmas, and it's definitely freezing but not like the most chill feeling you could get.

Johnny Depp

He's like an animal, always mean, mainly racist, which is dumb.  When he meets a challenge, he finds out if they're all Caucasian.  Had a family in France but left it.

Just because I got mad and he like ruined my reputation, which could probably literally kill me, and said I didn't really care if he ***** because I guess I was talking about like other people getting hurt and ****** constantly, I guess my perspective came up ... I awoke to the idea of him having, after ignoring the thoughts, and listenting to Baroque music on iTunes, of him having spun like my youngest daughter in the most pain you could think, like way up in the sky, for like maybe an hour or so, like all wound up.  That's a reverberation of him, and I'd like to *beep*

He's just so racist and I keep getting the idea he keeps coming round and not caring if I live.  I think he made me mad and start cursing, made me masturbate a lot, made me get in trouble with my parents forever for no good reason, and then made people, the whole world literally, want to kill me, hate on me 24/7, and spoil my reputation and the functioning of the world, for me.  It's gotten me into a bad mental hospital and made me irritated for years.

I cannot believe what I awoke to.  >^..^< ~  He almost killed me.  I wasn't being totally serious.  I was mad.  He's, well, quite a joke.  He's a movie star, doesn't need to be an uptight, disgusting perv.  Always coming round with an insult like I deserve something bad.  He doeesn't literally do that, which is why you don't see me seething at him, on YouTube...  Stop picking on me because I'm maybe Native American!!!

NOW WHAT AM I GONNA DO?  EVER EXPERIENCE A LOT OF PAIN LIKE THAT?  WHAT ABOUT THE EGGS IN MY BODY AND MY FUTURE DAUGHTER?

What is Johnny Depp?  That is of course worthless...  Totally stupid.  A racist ANIMAL.  I don't act non-Caucasian.

I could delete it, but I was just mad and lots of people get mad worse ways, so, I guess you're all really just stupid and worthless.

My Race

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Moms

So, what's it like having a mom who's born at a certain time, usually compare it to moms of other ages?

I mean how the people born around 1960, especially 1957-1961, are idealized.

I just explained how like it was your actual age and that like younger kids are younger in the style of their moms.  I think it's sentimental and in a way you have choices.

Get your nose outta my face!

Why don't people get their nose out of how my family eats?  Do they want my dad to overeat over me, in the end?

Ellen With Kids 2

I really, like everyone else, like people born around 1957-1961.  I mean the girls, dunno about guys, guys from 1949 or 1950 are cool.

So, I'm older but attached to my mom's generation|age but still am older.  I like other women, too, but I just get so mad that Ellen is like not old enough to be my mom!  I watch her show!

Anyway, I would indeed like to see the 15-year-olds be a fan of her, but now I feel a bit desensitized to it, like no one's out there, like no one my mom's age had a baby ... wait, they did!  8o  It should work out, but for some reason my brother seems older.  I don't know why.  :|  Probably because my mom moved to the U.S., plus my dad is older, but Nell Burton's dad was old but the same generation and class as Ellen.

I'm kinda sad.  D*=  I mean, since the "n" word thing, no one has accepted my kindness and I get rage on the internet.  Thanks a lot, Nell Burton or Helena Bonham Carter!  Not sure whose decision it was, maybe blame my dad, as well as maybe Johnny Depp??

I feel I hurt someone's feelings by saying that about Ellen, that she's not old enough to be my mom, that she will never have kids.  I don't really understand.  My aunt had a kid, but she's not like her and she's Italian, and my grandma doesn't like Italian.

So, she saw Zoey Deschanel, but isn't she like 20?

Hm.  How old is Chloë Moretz?  I dunno...  I gotta find out...  Oh, so she's }:D ... 16?  No, she's 15!  :D   I wonder if she's looking for someone even younger.  I don't know who's younger.  Maybe, Chloë Moretz is ... shy.  Chloë Moretz is just different, but I thought she was German and maybe French.  She's definitely German, which is scary, so I wonder if she really is.  Oh wow, it's not really funny.  I think kids with parents a little younger than my dad are the counter to Ellen's generation, but I'm like over and above that so more like "what" she thinks she is.  So, Chloë might be like German, Dutch, French, East German, or Swedish?

I just realized that people who are older can tickle you, pretty much, works out for people like born in like 1975 with people born in 1960.  I guess the same goes for people born in 1970.

I used to think that people born in 1970 would be nice to see as parents, but I guess that I would feel kinda authoritative.

It seems like my generation and my brother's generation and around and in between are like too old for her and like of another generation's parents.  Even the others with moms my age.

I'm wondering now about kids born in like 1997-2004.

I'm kinda special, like Chloë, I kinda act like I'm older.

I guess Ellen's kid would be born in 1997.

;|  Now shutting down.

What will we do now?  8|

When I was 11, I felt I was old enough to parent kids.  Hm, I moved in 1998, though, and that actually was my big time.  :|  I saw Kate Bush, though, and that's not like Ellen nor my mom but more like Tim Burton for some reason.  I don't get it.  Why is Tim Burton like Kate Bush and I gues other women born around that time?  Just a different generation, kinda like Jodie Foster.  Hm.  I guess it's the people themselves that matter.

I wonder why some people as a baby are more like babies and others like grow to mature in how they feel instead of like feeling less.  Shouldn't you have a peak of your life in the middle?

I don't think I ever would have submitted to someone.  I felt like I wanted to but "never did."  Wait, not in a bad way, though!

I'm trying to accept how older people are much older.

So, I hope my life gets better and better soon.

I'm still looking out for kids out there who are like ... 19.   Or 15 for Ellen DeGeneres, the age her kids would be!

I'm confused, what kids "were supposed to watch her show" in the 2000s?  The ones who were mean to people like me?

Niggers, Again :}

Why does my dad react like an animal?  Like you stupid nigger kids.  I say something logical, and you grunt and sqeuak and squack and talk like an animal and walk like an animal...

Ellen With Kids

I guess she likes kids slightly younger than me for some odd reason ... let's see ... she is 28 1|2 years older than me.  Also, my mom's age might make me different and I'm not sure about my dad's age.  He's a lot older.  I think younger kids generally get knocked out more but come out more tough later on...  I am open to interacting with people.  I'm not sure what style or generation I'd like to think of as parents, but it's nice to see pretty much the generation or so after have kids...  8|  I guess I'm worried about that a lot of people younger than me that Ellen likes, not sure how old they'd be at this point, 15?  I was thinking like a little younger than me, but I'm 26 now.  :|  I don't deny my mom's style.  I think I'm a certain generation.  I guess that's true.  I don't know about the age of my egg.  I guess that makes a difference, but I'm still younger.  It definitely makes a difference how old you are!  80  That's what, the main thing, I think...  It seems like it.  I get along with women born around my mom's age well, as well as pretty much any older ladies.  Let's think about this, though.  If she likes kids who are 15, now, that means they would be ... she's born ... she's ... 54?  So, she would have been 39 when they were born?  When I was 15, I don't know, but I didn't watch TV!  D8  I watched cartoons as a kid, well, mostly I watched all the episodes of "Doug" and "Rugrats."  My brother is 21?  I connect with other kids his age, though.  Like, the ones with white hair are cute, but I think they got old and fat.  Then, what about the kids who are like ... born 1993.  They'd be 19, first year of college.  I don't really get it.  Well, my grandma is 2 years older than her mom.  So, I guess she'd maybe have kids 2 years ltaer, 1995?  That's when she did the ride at Disney.  Those kids would be 17, though.  So, if you're 16, she'd have been ... 37 for the other kids ... and 39 for if you're 15 now.  Makes sense.  So, who's 15????  8|

What age would my mom be?  That's a scary thought.  My dad is born July 1950.  Hm...  The problem is I get on pretty well with ladies who are just a little younger than my dad and even older, so I dunno.  Maybe, someone born in 1955?  That's just 3 years before Ellen was born.  So, that means that if I was born 3 years later, I'd now be 23 1|2 almost.  The "n" word thing happened when I was 23 1|2.  :|  So, if I was 2 years younger, I'd be the age of my last year of college, like my brother, not a good time.  If I was a little younger than that, I'd be the other ages I mentioned.  :|  I wonder what kinds of ages of moms she likes.  Maybe, she likes that youngest girl from "The Brady Bunch."  It seems the style went out of style after that, seeing as Jodie Foster was so different and I've seen other women, too.  Also, my aunt is born a year before that, and my mom is born before that, so it's weird.  I wish I could settle down and like relate to people with a style I like.  I've seen women a bit younger than my mom, a bit older than my aunt, and it's an interesting experience.  I guess I'm just used to other people.

I see she started at 27.  :)  I'm 26 1|2.  YouTube.  It seems my mom was more mature, but I seem to be able to be as mature as she was.  :|  I didn't try to be little to her, but I tried to be like her.  I feel that women older than my father are too old for me, but I like a lot of them a lot.  I somehow slip away or something and go on.  My other aunt is just a few years younger than my dad.  Late 1953.  :|  She always seemed too young for me because I was with my dad.  I guess I did like the lady in Grease who was born in 1951, the one who did the TV show with the trains.

YOU NIGGERS!

Quit picking on me because my life isn't perfect!  I will...

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Everything in the world is morally being fought for them!

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Ellen DeGeneres

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Ellen DeGeneres

I was thinking it was funny, like Tim Burton, sometimes it seems so much like it's all about Portia, like in theory.

I just got upset.  It's funny more people don't post online.

I know, with me, people like say I'm all that and then get mad when they don't get any attention.  They try to rub it in.  I know a lot of times I'm a favorite but not a teacher's pet.  I'm that star that twinkles in the distance out of the corner of your eye.  Like my dad said on his website he took down, with a story, too, and quotes and stuff I think, when it gets darker outside or something you can see the furthest stars the brightest.

I guess I should have kept my head from spinning or something and realized that Ellen is dedicated to everyone and that you have to respond, but I guess I was confused because of the "n" word thing, and it's like things have been taken away from me.

I'm beginning to think Tim Burton and his girlfriend think nothing matters that they do, but they need to QUIT GETTING MAD AT WHAT I DO AND WHAT MY MOM DOES AND AT MY DAD LIKE WE'RE NIGGERS!  They're probably jealous they're not smart like the Chinese.  Neither is Ellen DeGeneres.  Why?  Duh, they aren't Chinese nor do they wish to be nor should they.  Except, Ellen seems to have a fetish with her mom's last name.  I don't have a fetish with my mom's last name, at all, though.  I guess I used to have a fetish with her traits from her dad, but I think that's gone now.  Not sure why.  It's just not there.  Also, Helena Bonham Carter's mom's last name is Spanish, but her mom is mostly Jewish.

Bad

You can't make things right!

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For some reason, I couldn't get it down to a small size and so it's small.  I mean the file size!!!!

A Nuisance

What a big clunky worthless way to be.  The reverberations in society.

My Grandma needs to, like, get the Hell away!

She's affected my relationship with my parents, and I don't know why.