Monday, October 8, 2012
My Dad
He's gone insane. Ever since the thought entered my mind by accident, didn't think this, "kill" about my grandma and aunt, he's been nuts.
Ellen De-What?
I spelled Ellen Degneres wrong!!!! Some nigger on my computer? Did you know the Olympics will be in "the Rio di Ginero?" Why?
}:{ Leave me alone! Also, I had a friend who was part Swedish with parents who are older who liked frogs. On my Tumblr, I have a clip from the Olympics of Kate Bush singing and another of a Swedish singer from before with a frog.
I HATE GETTING YOUR STUPID MESSAGES AND HAVING YOU AVOID MY THINKING.
}:{ Leave me alone! Also, I had a friend who was part Swedish with parents who are older who liked frogs. On my Tumblr, I have a clip from the Olympics of Kate Bush singing and another of a Swedish singer from before with a frog.
I HATE GETTING YOUR STUPID MESSAGES AND HAVING YOU AVOID MY THINKING.
Ellen DeGeneres
I don't really think this nor mean to make a public broadcast, but when I discovered she had the hots for my dad, don't want to push it for her to do something else like not have the hots for my dad, I realized ... first, I'll say my grandma seems to think my dad is an accident, had miscarriages before and after, and seems to disdain the traits he gets from his father. My dad seems to have said theoretically that my grandma was an accident. She's been going crazy pretending I'm an accident because all the kids in my family are accidents, my brother more of a mess up. I thought about my grandma's mom who was attractive at some points as an adult, with a thick nose, supposedly Dutch but with an Orcadian (high Scotch island) last name. Her mom wasn't pretty, and her dad was fat and disgruntled, last name Work, the lady Mortimer, not sure what ethnicity but probably not French. I could look it up. Anyway, you get the picture.
I don't know, she just really offends me. I don't know what happened but think it's the stupid Nell Burton thing and my family.
Maybe, she's just a baby, but my dad isn't good to me like he is to his sisters anymore.
I've come to the conclusion all Baby Boomers and adults are babies.
She's a bit clunky. She doesn't really like to think. She seems to be smart, though, so you could have a lot of fun with her. :|
I don't know, she just really offends me. I don't know what happened but think it's the stupid Nell Burton thing and my family.
Maybe, she's just a baby, but my dad isn't good to me like he is to his sisters anymore.
I've come to the conclusion all Baby Boomers and adults are babies.
She's a bit clunky. She doesn't really like to think. She seems to be smart, though, so you could have a lot of fun with her. :|
@TheEllenShow
"If you like my Grandma better than my mom then you're a (not you) n* * * * *."
Just a theory, didn't mean it, really. My mom is right. My grandma is a fighter without a point, but she's really rough and put together funnily. I think that's because she's old, though. :|
Well, I thought she had some good points. Too bad for her fuss over the "n" word things and other hidden drawbacks from my life.
Just a theory, didn't mean it, really. My mom is right. My grandma is a fighter without a point, but she's really rough and put together funnily. I think that's because she's old, though. :|
Well, I thought she had some good points. Too bad for her fuss over the "n" word things and other hidden drawbacks from my life.
My Grandma
Also, she came over when I was 2 for my birthday... and I didn't like how I looked by that point... A short life lived. Then she was "around" for awhile after, like in Pre-K "helping" "my mother" and teaching my brother to walk and like doing weird things I think. There's this one picture, see, where his eyes are big and he looks limp, his hair a little lighter, and he looks over, and my grandma like crosses her eyes over and smiles.
@TheEllenShow
So, you have people hurt me because you're offended by the implications of my point I've gotten across for some odd reason?
So, I said, is YOUR mom there to pick you up for a reason I don't remember, but I'm constantly tortured by my dad about my grandma and other people about my dad.
So, I said, is YOUR mom there to pick you up for a reason I don't remember, but I'm constantly tortured by my dad about my grandma and other people about my dad.
@TheEllenShow - Ducks
Wow, that girl looks kinda healthy. I wonder what she's been eating, lately... Oh well, soon, I will go to the grocery store. Frankenweenie is over, and I have money and have been getting things here and there.
Those ducks... Hm? No comment.
Those people are kinda stupid, really. Point.
Those ducks... Hm? No comment.
Those people are kinda stupid, really. Point.
SOMEONE RIPPP MY DAD AND AUNT APART!!
I feel my aunt wants to reject the existence of my future daughter. Just **** her.
I felt my dad wants to reject the existence of my future son, said "...meat that to not meet this" or wait "get that (my eye crossing) to not meet this.) He's nothing and stupid and prejudiced and thinks he's actually something. I was walking this morning and listening to cars and thought of kids being like hamburgers. It was so funny.
Hey, what if my dad's eyes were semi-permanently crossed? And my aunts's and grandma's? Good-for-nothings.
I felt my dad wants to reject the existence of my future son, said "...meat that to not meet this" or wait "get that (my eye crossing) to not meet this.) He's nothing and stupid and prejudiced and thinks he's actually something. I was walking this morning and listening to cars and thought of kids being like hamburgers. It was so funny.
Hey, what if my dad's eyes were semi-permanently crossed? And my aunts's and grandma's? Good-for-nothings.
@TheEllenShow
Getting back at me? Getting my sick family involved in me???? My stupid family has no point and are very rude. Overly expressive.
Oh, and I think you don't respect my mom, think she's a nigger. Well, don't talk to my Native American dad. Are you gonna twist that into some literal thing, though?
Oh, and I think you don't respect my mom, think she's a nigger. Well, don't talk to my Native American dad. Are you gonna twist that into some literal thing, though?
I SAID GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU WORTHLESS ANIMALS.
I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE YOU STUPID GOOD FOR NOTHING, NIGGERS.
LEAVE ME ALONE
STUPID GRANDMA. GO BACK TO YOUR HOLE, YOU STUPID-GOOD-FOR-NOTHING INTRUDERS! STOP IDEALIZING YORSELFS.
@TheEllenShow
MY STUPID WORTHLESS DAD THINK HE CAN SEXUALLY "CONTROL" ME, AND MAKE ONE EYE LOOK BIGGER THAN ANOTHER. I SAW THAT STUPID WORTHLESS BOY ON YOUR SHOW AND SOMEONE ELSE LIKE THAT. QUIT PLAYING AROUND WITH ME LIKE I'M PERVERTED TO GET ANY ATTENTION! YOU'RE SO STUPID AND WORTHLESS, PEOPLE! MY RELATIVES DESERVE TO BE TORTURED FOREVER!
@TheEllenShow
I think you affected my family life and think I'm trash. People never let me have the chance I've earned. I don't want to have anything to do with my dad sexually. I don't want anything to do with my illegitimate cousins and stupid Nell Burton. I don't want anything to do with my brainless, worthless dad. I go to sleep and the music affects me, apparently. It seems there is a lot of pressure in my eyes, and I felt my family mocking me for my incident. Never happened before. Let's see if we can't "do it" to the people who caused it...
I haven't felt like going to the grocery store recently, and, anyway, my brother is over. I did feel kinda fat like when I saw the fat people on your show. I got tired after working out a lot and took a break. I decided not to go on a heavy diet. That doesn't mean I should be brutalized. And treated like trash. I'm not going to style myself after trash! I'm not a pervert, and I'm not a stupid good-for-nothing lunk and "liar."
I'm not going to be like my brainless, perverted dad an stupid mom and worthless brother and relatives that deserve to be tortured forever.
I haven't felt like going to the grocery store recently, and, anyway, my brother is over. I did feel kinda fat like when I saw the fat people on your show. I got tired after working out a lot and took a break. I decided not to go on a heavy diet. That doesn't mean I should be brutalized. And treated like trash. I'm not going to style myself after trash! I'm not a pervert, and I'm not a stupid good-for-nothing lunk and "liar."
I'm not going to be like my brainless, perverted dad an stupid mom and worthless brother and relatives that deserve to be tortured forever.
Mad
It seems that somehow people have gotten my right eye to cross... It annoyed me greatly. I remember my cousin's eyes were crossed. }:{ What perves. Leave me alone! My dad made a little boop while I was in the bathroom uncrossing it. My mom and brother and being stuck up and stupid as ever by the sign of how their doors are opened. I used to have a feeling of my eyes being connected but never crossed. I wonder what did it this time. May as well poke at their eyes. Leave me alone niggers!
Niggers
I guess my family are just jealous niggers.
I said niggers because I didn't say who and I mean what I say because that's what I think and I don't know any other words that mean the same thing and don't have the energy to explain it or something. Too much.
Niggers because I've been treated like one all the time by everyone in the world and I have a right to use a word I like when it's not attacking someone at the start.
Also, I don't agree with people inflicting ugliness on good people. Those people "go to Hell." You shouldn't do that for attention because you are trash. :|
I said niggers because I didn't say who and I mean what I say because that's what I think and I don't know any other words that mean the same thing and don't have the energy to explain it or something. Too much.
Niggers because I've been treated like one all the time by everyone in the world and I have a right to use a word I like when it's not attacking someone at the start.
Also, I don't agree with people inflicting ugliness on good people. Those people "go to Hell." You shouldn't do that for attention because you are trash. :|
Recap
My grandma is a criminal. She controls my dad to be mean to me because she knows him as well as an experiment. She can affect him easily. I think it's true. We can steer away from her. If he acts like he's good, she'll be mean to my brother, suggestive. I'm not sure what she can do to my mom other than hurt her kids. She influences us to be uncomfortable, knows just how we're programmed. She's a real criminal. My dad feels so comfy and cozy about her dying soon. He gets away with it. Oh, my aunt calls her every day, the older one. I e-mail her and talk to her on Facebook. I bet my dad still talks to her. We just sent a birthday card... She's kinda weird and probably thinks we're weird speaking to her. My dad didn't know his dad's family probably because he was a Native American farmer.
I'm worried because my mom is affected by suggestions and keeps being mean to me so nothing happens to her. My grandma lets anything go. She's a real animal. She thinks she's all proper. My grandma is kinda stupid. She thinks my mom doesn't know how to take care of her nigger sperms..
I'm worried because my mom is affected by suggestions and keeps being mean to me so nothing happens to her. My grandma lets anything go. She's a real animal. She thinks she's all proper. My grandma is kinda stupid. She thinks my mom doesn't know how to take care of her nigger sperms..
D: Motorcyclist.
I heard a motorcyclist was just hit and killed. I wonder if my aunt did it. She was a police.
@ChloeGMoretz
Sorry!
Haha! I was kidding about the white connection. Well, no, I wasn't. :|
Well, I was just asking if you knew so much...and wondering why you were acting like kids from my generation. I mean, I don't think it's attractive, to be like me or how I was or how I didn't like myself.
Well, I was just wondering if your feelings were hurt easily.
I guess it was weird I brought up the thing about groveling.
Haha, I don't talk to those people, anymore, but probably will again.
Haha! I was kidding about the white connection. Well, no, I wasn't. :|
Well, I was just asking if you knew so much...and wondering why you were acting like kids from my generation. I mean, I don't think it's attractive, to be like me or how I was or how I didn't like myself.
Well, I was just wondering if your feelings were hurt easily.
I guess it was weird I brought up the thing about groveling.
Haha, I don't talk to those people, anymore, but probably will again.
@TheEllenShow
So, you think you have a good show?
Of course, you do. I was just saying. You seemed to think maybe I didn't really.
:p
Just because you don't have kids doesn't mean you can hurt other people. I don't like your smile.
I told you about the smile joke. I guess I meant something else. I recently got mad at the scrunch on Tim Burton's face to a breaking point. You should know I'm kidding. I just posted how I wish you had a kid in like mid-late 1997. A girl. Or a boy first. And then the girl in 1997.
I hope your mom does comfort you. My mom is quite subtle in how she handles me. She didn't pick me up much of my life, and I was proud of it when I stopped clinging to her, perhaps a bit too proud. I still remember hiding behind her dress or whatever she was wearing...
Getting hints from my dad? I've been talking about that.
Craaazy. Kinda weird song. :( That's okay, people who can't make a point, the French. I guess you do, but sometimes you don't. That's what you're supposed to be like. I guess it's not nice to suggest you think others are so stupid. Maybe, you don't think that in every way. I hope not. ':{
Singing on your show, nice. I've been singing since I was 5 or 6, choir since I was 7. :p Private voice at 18. :| Sing on my own now.
I did get back the pleasurable thought. I don't know why it had to connect through you.
Oh, yes, I was wondering why you were with an Italian. I guess she's respectable, a respectable, sophisticated distance. :|
Mixed people. People think the Spanish are less European than blacks, but that depends on how much blood you have. Johnny Depp is related to the first freed black woman.
Of course, you do. I was just saying. You seemed to think maybe I didn't really.
:p
Just because you don't have kids doesn't mean you can hurt other people. I don't like your smile.
I told you about the smile joke. I guess I meant something else. I recently got mad at the scrunch on Tim Burton's face to a breaking point. You should know I'm kidding. I just posted how I wish you had a kid in like mid-late 1997. A girl. Or a boy first. And then the girl in 1997.
I hope your mom does comfort you. My mom is quite subtle in how she handles me. She didn't pick me up much of my life, and I was proud of it when I stopped clinging to her, perhaps a bit too proud. I still remember hiding behind her dress or whatever she was wearing...
Getting hints from my dad? I've been talking about that.
Craaazy. Kinda weird song. :( That's okay, people who can't make a point, the French. I guess you do, but sometimes you don't. That's what you're supposed to be like. I guess it's not nice to suggest you think others are so stupid. Maybe, you don't think that in every way. I hope not. ':{
Singing on your show, nice. I've been singing since I was 5 or 6, choir since I was 7. :p Private voice at 18. :| Sing on my own now.
I did get back the pleasurable thought. I don't know why it had to connect through you.
Oh, yes, I was wondering why you were with an Italian. I guess she's respectable, a respectable, sophisticated distance. :|
Mixed people. People think the Spanish are less European than blacks, but that depends on how much blood you have. Johnny Depp is related to the first freed black woman.
Animals
I have a wicked family who won't quit coming round and attack you because of their STUPID N WORD TRICK...whatever that means. :| If I asked you to call me that or you thought I wanted you to because of how things were going, wouldn't you and do it maybe in a bad way, who whick whick which hopefully not.
I didn't really want to and shouldn't have.
I didn't really want to and shouldn't have.
My Dad
D:{ LEAVE ME ALONE! I don't want him to "take the place of my mom."
Now I forget what I was gonna say...
Oh yea, I don't want him to deal with me a certain way, but others are okay. What did I even say? Ah! I'm so sick!
Um, what's going on? Don't make my life worse. Got a fetish? }:|
Now I forget what I was gonna say...
Oh yea, I don't want him to deal with me a certain way, but others are okay. What did I even say? Ah! I'm so sick!
Um, what's going on? Don't make my life worse. Got a fetish? }:|
My Dad
I was with my mom more.
I wonder if he decided to do things because of what I did. Why doesn't he dail with reality?
I wonder if he decided to do things because of what I did. Why doesn't he dail with reality?
Helena Bonham Carter
Quit arguing how I'm supposed to think of her puffalump daughter, and why did she make her so....
I mean, I won't accept that it's like meaning I have to do all these bad things, like thinking I'm not good and stuff because I don't want to be like her, no. Not exactly nor not really much like her technically, though in ways yes.
I mean, I won't accept that it's like meaning I have to do all these bad things, like thinking I'm not good and stuff because I don't want to be like her, no. Not exactly nor not really much like her technically, though in ways yes.
My Grandma
She seems to secretly think I'm my dad's sin because my mom is not Caucasian, technically, in a way.
I think my dad is mad because she can affect him easily. I'm not sure what happened to my aunts, but they seem to answer back to her, still. :| Um, with my mom, I have like the relationship you're supposed to have, for who she is, though it isn't perfect, probably.
I think my dad is mad because she can affect him easily. I'm not sure what happened to my aunts, but they seem to answer back to her, still. :| Um, with my mom, I have like the relationship you're supposed to have, for who she is, though it isn't perfect, probably.
Jealous
It seems some people think they can emit jealousy on others, but who cares everyone does it! Why just do it yourself? Take away your dignity???
MY GRANDMA
When I visited her, I started to look Chinese. I was 2. I talked to her on the phone as an infant, too. I think I was more developed, then, but I dunno something else came up...
Dream
So, I felt so comforted, like I didn't have to be with Burton and I was still good like, a deep feeling of different levels, like I said. Like, it was going to the center of the earth or something.
Dream
The feeling was so deep, and I felt like orbs circling me. Like, it was as deep as like how ... well, like endless, like how I felt the reverberating pain tapped that seemed like it happened over an hour or so of me sleeping, on that level. It's so funny... I'm not really sure why. I woke up to do something else, though.
Dream
So, after I woke up, I had this pleasant feeling, somehow so deep, of someone putting their arm around me while I met|left like working with or something Tim Burton. Like, it felt like someone was really digging into my feelings and being, a nice experience. I'm glad I was able to do it, but it was a bit weird. I mean, it's good, better than not thinking of like a person, I mean. However, I don't think of everyone.
D: ~~~~~~ I mean D: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY AUNT JUST SENT ME A FACEBOOK MESSAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WITH THE WORD PETROLIUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT SUGGESTS POWER OVER SOMETHING THAT JUST HAPPENED TO ME. I SAID GET OUT OF MY LIFE LIKE THAT. THAT'S SICK. I DON'T WANT YOU SMART OVER ME IN THAT WAY SAYING THINGS LIKE THAT. YOU AND YOUR HUSBAND CURSE FOR NO REASON AT KIDS. STOP TORTURING ME YOU NIGGERS.
I don't give a fuck about Helena Bonham Carter and my old blog.
NOW THE MUSIC IS BOTHERING ME. D: I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU ALL RUINING MY LIFE AND MY THOUGHTS. I HATE THIS MUSIC. HOW DO I KNOW YOU'RE NOT TORTURING ME WITH IT NOW? QUIT GETTING ME TO SAY STUFF YOU STUPID BABIES. LEAVE ME AND MY EMOTIONAL LIFE ALONE, TOO. LEAVE ME ALONE!
I don't give a fuck about Helena Bonham Carter and my old blog.
NOW THE MUSIC IS BOTHERING ME. D: I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU ALL RUINING MY LIFE AND MY THOUGHTS. I HATE THIS MUSIC. HOW DO I KNOW YOU'RE NOT TORTURING ME WITH IT NOW? QUIT GETTING ME TO SAY STUFF YOU STUPID BABIES. LEAVE ME AND MY EMOTIONAL LIFE ALONE, TOO. LEAVE ME ALONE!
Now what? Leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't want you coming around ruining my life!
My Aunt
Why do I keep hearing from my aunt? I'm tired of her messages. GET OUT OF MY LIFE, in that way. I get negative reverberations. I don't want to solve your puzzles of hatred towards me like that.
I DON'T WANT MY GAY FAMILY IN MY LIFE LIKE THIS. They are bad and disgusting. Shut up and leave me alone, niggers!
I DON'T WANT YOUR IMAGES OF YOU TORTURING PEOPLE I LIKE AND HOARDING PEOPLE WHO DON'T WANT YOUR SILLY ASSES.
I DON'T WANT MY GAY FAMILY IN MY LIFE LIKE THIS. They are bad and disgusting. Shut up and leave me alone, niggers!
I DON'T WANT YOUR IMAGES OF YOU TORTURING PEOPLE I LIKE AND HOARDING PEOPLE WHO DON'T WANT YOUR SILLY ASSES.
STOP
I feel that I haven't gotten even the right food at this time to teach me a lesson. I'll go soon.
It doesn't seem we've had food on the table, lately.
Also, the music I hear is bugging me. Obviously.
People are so sick with my life. Give it up for "the baby Jew!" Leave me the Hell alone, niggers!
It doesn't seem we've had food on the table, lately.
Also, the music I hear is bugging me. Obviously.
People are so sick with my life. Give it up for "the baby Jew!" Leave me the Hell alone, niggers!
}:{
Guess what, I just got attacked with noises in the garage by this machine that wouldn't stop, even with my earplugs on, and it got annoying and is simply unforgiveable!!!! D:{
A Strange Turn of Events
I just realized my brother thinks he's made himself nothing to prove that I'm nothing, that that's "what he is."
I keep getting messages from others about my grandma and dad, too. How perverted, lame, babyish! :p Hmph. It is. I got the feeling that I just couldn't take it and pretty much had to protect myself. How would I do that? Pretty much you have to roughhouse others because it doesn't seem they are rough enough themselves.
I thought I got a message and couldn't handle it for some reason, the reverberations and the fact I was looking for it.
I'm worried because when I think these things my grandma gets mad. Maybe, it's not her fault, but I dunno, seems like it. I'll just go with that she does that, but usually it shouldn't be like that. I can't believe my mom thinks I have to listen to everyone about everything, like psychopathically, because I'm always good, actually.
So, obviously, it's not just my grandma's fault. My dad just has a weak bladder, so-to-speak, and she gets infued on me so I'll go crazy. :p I think she's always mad at him but close, still. :|
I just "forgot how to dance." My singing got worse from not working out as much, too, and I'm looking worse.
I keep getting messages from others about my grandma and dad, too. How perverted, lame, babyish! :p Hmph. It is. I got the feeling that I just couldn't take it and pretty much had to protect myself. How would I do that? Pretty much you have to roughhouse others because it doesn't seem they are rough enough themselves.
I thought I got a message and couldn't handle it for some reason, the reverberations and the fact I was looking for it.
I'm worried because when I think these things my grandma gets mad. Maybe, it's not her fault, but I dunno, seems like it. I'll just go with that she does that, but usually it shouldn't be like that. I can't believe my mom thinks I have to listen to everyone about everything, like psychopathically, because I'm always good, actually.
So, obviously, it's not just my grandma's fault. My dad just has a weak bladder, so-to-speak, and she gets infued on me so I'll go crazy. :p I think she's always mad at him but close, still. :|
I just "forgot how to dance." My singing got worse from not working out as much, too, and I'm looking worse.
How to Get My Dad to Stop Bothering You
Isn't he irritating and ridiculous? I mean you claim he'll like hurt you if you're not bad to me.
Mad
I don't want my dad probing his nose in my life. He's being suggestive and trying to take over. I don't want him taking over. I just don't want to hear what no one else has to. I don't want to be told I don't deserve anything because other people are jealous of the intelligence I accumulated.
Can someone like psych in a mortal finish to my family?
I am to experience my full life without relatives getting in the way.
Unimportant
Some people keep snubbing in for attention like it has to be without thinking, just acting like an animal. They think everything is a suggestion to them and blame people who weren't the ones who "said it" nor meant to ever say it because it didn't mean anything... I am not really mean. }:( Please stop bothering me, you stupid people!
Machine
I just get thoughts ... I had some harsh ones but then something concrete.
I don't know if my dad is capable of knocking me out. He might be bossy like his family. I know I'm capable of bothering my mom.
I don't know if my dad is capable of knocking me out. He might be bossy like his family. I know I'm capable of bothering my mom.
The messages won't stop.
I keep getting people I don't like inflicted on me. They should know those who are special to them, but some parents are incompetent cretins.
Frankenweenie
I noticed that maybe Tim Burton has taken like hints from me in his movie. I wonder how that goes over? It's not my fault. I don't think he cares. He's been harsh, lately.
It'll probably get more and more interesting as more people see it.
It'll probably get more and more interesting as more people see it.
Leave me alone!
Stop giving me hidden messages. Don't you know no one will like you for coming on like you're something you're simply ... er ... not? I'm reading it in the signals! I don't like to be molested in private like that, neither. Please, don't go on in German all clunky like a nigger. Hey, my nose on the other side just got wider when I turned my head some. The right side had an indent, and the other side just got bigger. Why don't you do something sutpid like this instead of cause it on me? I'm not gonna do what you do. Pretty much, I've kept my rapport about the Nell Burton incidence, but IW ill not change anything from befroe.
Like a Machine
Sometimes, the cars go by and I think of things that might be the cause of my parents and I get upset. Sometimes, in private, I think of things with other people that are bad by accident, but it's their fault it comes up.
I keep feeling so much pressure by my egg sacks.
I'm pretty sure this is all bad. I'm tired of complaining for now and wanted to relax at home.
Well, this morning I felt my nails kinda go out on the left hand when my dad left for work. I met him at the corner. I had met my mom at the other corner.
It's funny I used to draw toenails on the TV and pimples, for my brother and of my dad. I wonder what that means...
People keep picking on me like they can. It's not really funny I was made vulnerable, but I know a lot. I'm like a machine!
I'm tired of being stimulated in perverted ways. LEAVE ME ALONE! This is why you need to be ******.
I keep feeling so much pressure by my egg sacks.
I'm pretty sure this is all bad. I'm tired of complaining for now and wanted to relax at home.
Well, this morning I felt my nails kinda go out on the left hand when my dad left for work. I met him at the corner. I had met my mom at the other corner.
It's funny I used to draw toenails on the TV and pimples, for my brother and of my dad. I wonder what that means...
People keep picking on me like they can. It's not really funny I was made vulnerable, but I know a lot. I'm like a machine!
I'm tired of being stimulated in perverted ways. LEAVE ME ALONE! This is why you need to be ******.
Johnny Depp is so perverted.
Definitely, so is my dad. They just think of every possible thing you could do because people are niggers. Then, they go through it with you rather than let you live your life you let these things happen to you. I don't think they have anything to teach me.
Something Unexciting
I felt like the right cheek, which I've felt swirling around, rip at the nose crack.
Also, I noticed I have a line on my eyelid like a cousin's baby. The right one. Well, the baby used to look like that.
Also, I noticed I have a line on my eyelid like a cousin's baby. The right one. Well, the baby used to look like that.
My Dad or Johnny Depp
So, what, should I really like be "onto" my dad literally, physically knowing him, or is Johnny Depp just listening to what our parents want?
I hate Johnny Depp. Not Really. But-
He's rude to me. Wait, is he?
I just got the idea of him torturing my future son.
That's so lame the way he "says it."
I just got the idea of him torturing my future son.
That's so lame the way he "says it."
Why should...
Why should only people born around 1960 be babied to people born around 1950 as less disgusting and more like cute and rubbery-fluffy or like solid in a good way, and like juicy from eating right?
Shorter and Shorter
I guess, I feel I'm solidifying my figure but want longer legs. So, we'll see what happens. It's because of the medicine. My life was okay before the "n" word thing. My periods are bad and my egg sacks are stimulated. They had gotten so heavy and rich! I was dripping blood when I woke up, though. Maybe, I need to eat more and wait another year.
Wrong Steps
I don't think you need to go through being perverted to come out how you were to begin with...
Gay
So, if you're wondering why I'm happy I'm getting shorter it's because I think I've been stretching my spine too much and not my legs, hopefully which will ... also I need to be stimulated in my crotch because all these years, since I was 11, I've not been since seeing that girl from L.A. who looked so good, was slim, yet seemed so fat, with white hair ... because I took medicine that seems to have made me taller whereas I was trying to get taller in the right way before and didn't. I don't know why I seem taller now.
I thought about it ... somehow people putting their arm around me while I'm sitting down would stimulate me... depending on who and how I react. So, I was thinking, I don't need to be reassured on rides because I feel dead and am assuming that most people if not would need to be reassured by their boyfriends, etc... How3ever, I discovered something interesting. I don't know if I'd really ever go on a ferris wheel again, which kinda interested me ... so, I think I would like to. I mean it's not that boat ride that swings back and forth? Imagine some people would really get scared... I'm also upset because my neck got hurt on a log ride like Splash Mountain. I thought I'd have fun. When I wanted to do hurtles in P.E. when I moved, I couldn't do any. I was 12.
I think some people can really get scared, and it's funny if it happens. I mean, you can get in pain, too. :S My aunt was a police, but I know she gets like agitated. More than me in a way. She's younger than my dad.
Think about how some people react to gatherings like campfires. I guess it gets me sappy. I love going on the hikes, though, now that is cool! I do feel a lot, but I'd prefer a reeal hike.
Festivals are the biggest thing for me. You get dressed up in modern clothes. I think the peak for me was thinking someone older would notice me, like an adult, but that's not where the fun was but where the hype was, shouldn't be something you have to mull over. I always liked festivals, guess it sorta echoed what was to come.
I thought of something. My dad did the kiddie games at the festivals at 2 different schools. He had to get surgery on his knee I thik at the 3rd school... He got surgery again, later. He even remembers today and so do I, something I don't remember, too, that the car like exploded at the gas station then. After his second surgery I used store cards to buy stuff and put up Alice in Wonderland stuff on the walls. My grandma got some sort of surgery years ago and was fired by an older brother, where she worked at a craft store. I remember there was a lady there, not older than her, who was obese and tall but not like plump who cried when I was there. There were lots of things. Also, she took me to the store and there was a lady she knew working at a place like for popcorn. When I talked to a relative, she talked about her flabby arms and mine got flabby. I saw in a video someone who looked like her got like African-looking hands, with short curly hair. What else? My grandma acted like I was a problem in how I didn't always respond as assertively when we were out. Hm.
I feel killed, really, and made to be the opposite of all that was accomplished for people born in 1960, and it's probably very outwardly taxing.
Also, I'm like an active sperm and will attack any other sperms that are no good, even if I die!
I thought about it ... somehow people putting their arm around me while I'm sitting down would stimulate me... depending on who and how I react. So, I was thinking, I don't need to be reassured on rides because I feel dead and am assuming that most people if not would need to be reassured by their boyfriends, etc... How3ever, I discovered something interesting. I don't know if I'd really ever go on a ferris wheel again, which kinda interested me ... so, I think I would like to. I mean it's not that boat ride that swings back and forth? Imagine some people would really get scared... I'm also upset because my neck got hurt on a log ride like Splash Mountain. I thought I'd have fun. When I wanted to do hurtles in P.E. when I moved, I couldn't do any. I was 12.
I think some people can really get scared, and it's funny if it happens. I mean, you can get in pain, too. :S My aunt was a police, but I know she gets like agitated. More than me in a way. She's younger than my dad.
Think about how some people react to gatherings like campfires. I guess it gets me sappy. I love going on the hikes, though, now that is cool! I do feel a lot, but I'd prefer a reeal hike.
Festivals are the biggest thing for me. You get dressed up in modern clothes. I think the peak for me was thinking someone older would notice me, like an adult, but that's not where the fun was but where the hype was, shouldn't be something you have to mull over. I always liked festivals, guess it sorta echoed what was to come.
I thought of something. My dad did the kiddie games at the festivals at 2 different schools. He had to get surgery on his knee I thik at the 3rd school... He got surgery again, later. He even remembers today and so do I, something I don't remember, too, that the car like exploded at the gas station then. After his second surgery I used store cards to buy stuff and put up Alice in Wonderland stuff on the walls. My grandma got some sort of surgery years ago and was fired by an older brother, where she worked at a craft store. I remember there was a lady there, not older than her, who was obese and tall but not like plump who cried when I was there. There were lots of things. Also, she took me to the store and there was a lady she knew working at a place like for popcorn. When I talked to a relative, she talked about her flabby arms and mine got flabby. I saw in a video someone who looked like her got like African-looking hands, with short curly hair. What else? My grandma acted like I was a problem in how I didn't always respond as assertively when we were out. Hm.
I feel killed, really, and made to be the opposite of all that was accomplished for people born in 1960, and it's probably very outwardly taxing.
Also, I'm like an active sperm and will attack any other sperms that are no good, even if I die!
My Aunt
I was upset because I was feeling bad and I saw a picture of my lips on Facebook talking to her, and my face was hard to control. Since then, my dad's been like not being as courteous to me and like trying to stretch out acting like he's punishing me. I don't know where I can safely turn. He has a lot of power but shouldn't! Why not have power over people he can handle?
Dream
I remember the first one was like a locker in like a mental hospital all dark, there was like this big machine that was all dark and shiny. I guess it had doors in it. It was probably like a place where kids stayed and got tortured. There weren't many people there that I remember. I think someone was there I wanted to put my arm around at the mall or something. I remember now kinda. There were other people in it.
The next one I was at a festival and like remember I wanted to put my arm around the person again and vice versa. There was this ride. First I went on a roller coaster I designed that had lots of loops that didn't affect me. It was about how I didn't like big drops. So, then, there was a ride that was a big deal that went in circles, like at festivals, and it spun around in like Strawberry circles. I went in awhile and there was this room with pianos. Then we were to go on the ride. Some things happened and I couldn't dream of going on the ride. I remember my mom was outside waiting, too. My friend was there. I made a new friend. A brunette from junior high and high school used a girl with lighter hair who was similar as thinking she was my daughter and it made me feel funny. So, we were there a long time, like 15 or 20 minutes or so it seemed.
I guess I was upset and wanted to put my arm around the person the whole of these 2 dreams. It was a good feeling, though, and I kinda did.
I was upset when I woke up and felt stimulated twice. The first time was interesting but kinda bad and the second kinda flees from me now. I was trying to feel okay but things happened. It did feel pushed on me. I blame the thing with Johnny Depp. I'm pretty upset and felt pretty disgusting. I felt better last night in some ways. It was okay, just felt like in ttrouble I guess. I just feel like it in bed, though. I did discover that I wake up when there's something fun to do like dance. I do need new bed covers... I don't know if I will get them. My room is messy in a way, for some reason. I know I need to ORDER ear plus. It was an interesting experience but not perfect for me. I woke up and turned off the music. Maybe, I shouldn't keep it on.
Also, I read a message from my aunt and felt disturbed. I felt the nails on my left hand like circle over and now they feel smooth and trashy a bit. A bit stimulated. It should cease. I have a right to be very mad but am tired of announcing it. See, people are really bad. Now, also, my lip feels a bit affected. I'm supposed to be able to feel something from others! I blame the "n" word thing with Nell Burton, but it's not her fault, it's her mom's and Tim Burton's, probably. It's others's, too, but I don't know why nor who for sure.
So, I'm upset at how I feel, want to get better food. I want tasty food, too, and I guess decided on what to deat. I need to learn to cook, too.
I haven't worked out in awhile and slimmed down and shrunk. Wait, I got fatter, but my breast is smaller.
The next one I was at a festival and like remember I wanted to put my arm around the person again and vice versa. There was this ride. First I went on a roller coaster I designed that had lots of loops that didn't affect me. It was about how I didn't like big drops. So, then, there was a ride that was a big deal that went in circles, like at festivals, and it spun around in like Strawberry circles. I went in awhile and there was this room with pianos. Then we were to go on the ride. Some things happened and I couldn't dream of going on the ride. I remember my mom was outside waiting, too. My friend was there. I made a new friend. A brunette from junior high and high school used a girl with lighter hair who was similar as thinking she was my daughter and it made me feel funny. So, we were there a long time, like 15 or 20 minutes or so it seemed.
I guess I was upset and wanted to put my arm around the person the whole of these 2 dreams. It was a good feeling, though, and I kinda did.
I was upset when I woke up and felt stimulated twice. The first time was interesting but kinda bad and the second kinda flees from me now. I was trying to feel okay but things happened. It did feel pushed on me. I blame the thing with Johnny Depp. I'm pretty upset and felt pretty disgusting. I felt better last night in some ways. It was okay, just felt like in ttrouble I guess. I just feel like it in bed, though. I did discover that I wake up when there's something fun to do like dance. I do need new bed covers... I don't know if I will get them. My room is messy in a way, for some reason. I know I need to ORDER ear plus. It was an interesting experience but not perfect for me. I woke up and turned off the music. Maybe, I shouldn't keep it on.
Also, I read a message from my aunt and felt disturbed. I felt the nails on my left hand like circle over and now they feel smooth and trashy a bit. A bit stimulated. It should cease. I have a right to be very mad but am tired of announcing it. See, people are really bad. Now, also, my lip feels a bit affected. I'm supposed to be able to feel something from others! I blame the "n" word thing with Nell Burton, but it's not her fault, it's her mom's and Tim Burton's, probably. It's others's, too, but I don't know why nor who for sure.
So, I'm upset at how I feel, want to get better food. I want tasty food, too, and I guess decided on what to deat. I need to learn to cook, too.
I haven't worked out in awhile and slimmed down and shrunk. Wait, I got fatter, but my breast is smaller.
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