Thursday, October 4, 2012

Affecting Whole Countries

How can that be?

Everyone can tell.

Why am I telling anyone this?  I guess because it's my blog.  People all know people like Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, Ellen DeGeneres, and Orla Fallon have submitted their lives away from the public after promising them great services to others and the ability to extend themselves to that special someone when needed.

I think it was all planned.

People think that not feeling anything is okay.  I think that you can feel certain ways if others do.  I think it's good not to be too inhibited.  You can start out one way and like be helped along the way.

People Who Do Outrageous Things

I don't owe anything to people who have decided to do things for me that they don't have to do in order to say I'm a bad person even though I try so hard to be good and am never given pointers openly, never, never anything, and now never anything if I get mad that makes sense.

Mad

It seems my Grandma has controlled my life.  I wasn't willing to submit myself, but I wanted to engage in intelligent conversation, not just be a spokes show host.

Coming to Too Many Conclusions for No Good Reason, Supposedly?

I don't really think so.  I know I learned to think well that way from living in the nation's oldest city, which was Spanish, and in Northeastern Florida.  I came to even more magical conclusions when we moved to the New Orleans area, which is predominantly French suggested, very much so, even in the suburbs and regions extending, technically speaking.

Happy

I'm having so much fun watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  If she is married, then whey doesn't she have kids?  It's just another relationship to complain about to everyone and to like just talk about that ha the time.

I feel guilty she spends so much attention on me.  She's better than Tim Burton.  She goes on Twitter each day, but she's on all day!  She shouldn't be.  She needs to get a blog.  End of story.  For me, Twitter is something on the side.  Basically, I feel bad that my life is all about business and making others smarter and not about me being treated as I should be, like I can feel but really I'm always in the wrong and can't really function how I wanted.  I already was set to make things as they should be, but I see that people have all pretty much abandoned me.  8|

With Tim Burton, he veered off obsessed with his daughter, which he really may be in a way, unsure.  Maybe, he just listens to my dad, who just answers to his mom?  It's, like, my life is an experiment!

All he thinks about is that.  Johnny Depp seems to have admitted that that's what, it's about your kids, not your fans.  I don't approve of that, at all.  I always get in the fun with others.  You can't control it when I become the center of attention.  People even give me a respectable distance when they esteem me or rub in how good I am in ways I don't even care about by saying they are willing to commit themselves to a dedicated relationship with me or just hang too friendily and too respectfully.

I think Helena Bonham Carter has made it clear that if she's not respected or something she doesn't want to be in the relationship.  Even her daughter, who people acted like she wanted me to call her the "n" word when she was only just about 2 years old, gets in trouble for being nice to me when it like doesn't make sense or feels like or senses that it irks someone, perhaps for no particular reason, and it also may be that things happen for no good reason, from people like Tim Burton.  It's my dad who comes up with things that don
t "feel" good and at random, like it's cool.  Basically, going back, if that's okay, the world centers on Tim Burton's daughter because I thought people wanted me to call her the "n" word and just for fun because she thought it was cute, kinda like for fun, you know?  Like black people do except I guess there was a reason and it was actually like what I said but as though it was and there existed the reason for self-defense.

So, I don't want to just be thinking about how good other people are for being born, like me being born was a mistake because I'm mixed race.
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Mad and Curious

So, it seems that all the people I'm into are pretty much set on like the priorities of things but rubbing in, which is what makes me mad I think, that it's because like or alludes to or changes to the idea that I'm a bad person yet somehow bound to their servitude or rather it seems they're bound to me intellectually, which is so perverted and stupid and not fun.

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Edit: The pink part on one of her thumbs is much shorter.

I edited my video, title.

I edited the heading: "Watch in HD - 3:22-4:30 is best - Ensemble - Kapsbeiger - Ciaccona."

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Threatened

So, why do people feel threatened by being nice to me?

The Picture of My Mom

She doesn't want me to post picture of her on the internet, so tell me if you think I should take it down.  I don't know if she really cares, though, especially anymore.  She probably just doesn't want to talk about it.  I couldn't find any good pictures of me when I was younger, though, so that might be why.  I think she secretly wants me to post it, though, so her reputation as my mom is positive.  I might take it down, though.

Wow

My hands hurt, well the left wrist and palm and fingers.

New Video of Me Singing

It was up learlier.

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Wednesday, October 3, 2012

New Video of Me Twirling Things!

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Spanish

When I auditioned to get in a movie in a program, the Spanish people or at least one girl who was Spanish asked or like said I was Spanish!  :0

Song Uploaded!

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Why My Mom Sacrificed Her Thumb-Nail

So, lots of good things happening to someone who's not really perfect.. by everyone's standards outwardly, these days.

Why, would something bad happen to me?

Edit: The pink part on one of her thumbs is much shorter.

New Videos of Me on YouTube

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If the links don't work:

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The other video has 9 minutes left to load and then has to process.

Nice Spanish-Sounding Ciaccona

It said Ensemble - Kapsbeiger - Ciaccona

I'm loading a good copy to my YouTube, but here's another one meanwhile: YouTube.