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I saw you on "The Ellen Show."  I'm sorry you're about to die, soon.  I've been going through lots of thoughts it seems somehow about like certain ways I might die but, honestly, abstractly.  It must be really scary and makes me really sad.  You know, I've lived in Orlando since 2005.  I came home from college mid-2006.  Anyway, I walk around at night, ready to live life by the day and do not wait for anything nor let anything get in my way.  I've often felt in danger in how I've lived, very much so.  I had a brain tumor, but it was very small, under my brain, affecting my period cycle.  I didn't have my period for over a year.  It was from psychiatric medicine.  I'm sure I didn't need it.  It affected that part of my brain.  I have my period back, but, for instance, this time, it's not very heavy, which depresses me, because it was the last 2 times, though not as heavy as it should be.  I was even always wearing diapers as an adult.  It's very saddening.  I had lucsious, thick, gooey, almost black it seemed blood.  I'm waiting to get it back and should have not taken the medicine.  You know, I ended up taking it at 16, forced.  I got off it soon, and it didn't affect my period, the same medicine.  I had problems with my brain then, too.  I felt it totally go out, like it was useless, but I know I can get over it.  My health has been pretty poor as well, maybe more than yours.  It's neat that Ellen knows you now.  I asked her ot go to Disney with me, on Twitter, but not directly.  https://twitter.com/DisneyGhost.  Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe.  (I didn't count that.)  I don't really know, don't honestly feel she would go to Disney with her fans.  She went on a roller coaster with Portia.  A fan was behind her.  I honestly think that stars should go to Disney together and invite like special fans, like ones who keep up online.  I figured Mrs. Ellen DeGeneres was pretty special.  People like you should meet her.  I would honestly like to, but maybe I'm not the right person for that.