Too Far

You don't really have to go too far.  I don't think people can be pressured to feel things they don't have to and to be cornered for others's jealousy.  I think some things are really important to some people and that they shouldn't be affected by these things and that you shouldn't be the one to teach someone else a lesson...

I mean, some people are important in certain ways, and other people, both young and old, are important in their lives, as well.  I wouldn't play around.  I realize these things would go over big, but I really don't play around!  :0  I also would be careful not to mess up, which I already have, thanks a lot.  }:(  Not sure, though, who caused it and if it can be forgotten as no one's fault.  :|

Also, I see that usually people of all one race in their home country maybe are competent, depending on the race and country and stuff.  I don't want to be categorized in weird ways among different people for their antsiness and getting all excited in like sissy ways and stuff about the complications of themselves racially.

Also, I feel some excitement surging that I should be in the mental hospital for closing the laundry door hard, the machine dooor.  I felt bothered and fed up.  I was already venting.  I felt picked on for going around alone harshly at home.  Other things, too, built up.